I do not know how to live life the right way
I also do not have a plan where it might lead
In fact
I have not the slightest idea 
what the hell I am doing here
And where I am supposed to go
Sometimes I get so tired
of trying to figure it out
of trying to do everything right
And I just want to bundle up and hide from it all
But I know 
the answers can not be found 
under a blanket
They are out there waiting 
in every corner of the earth
in every stranger’s smile
far outside the comfort zone
So I swallow the fear
and continue to explore and feel 
every tiny fragment of this incredible life
as long as my feet carry me
And after that 
I’ll just get a flying wheelchair 
with jet streams
and glitter
in pink