I am tired of people telling me that I am closed up
That I am not putting my heart out there
That I am not showing who I truly am
When in fact it is them
Who do not look closely
Who do not listen carefully
Who are mostly so absorbed with their own ego
That there is no space for anyone else anyway
It is true
I am not going around throwing my heart and soul into everyone’s face
I would consider that a rude and egocentric behavior
And I probably can’t tell you who I am
Because it changes constantly
And most of the time I am confused and do not even know it myself
But I am open
And I will try to explain
If you really listen
If you really care to know